transformación.

I feel as if I am in a state, a platform. I feel that while I am here in Guatemala everbody back home is growing and changing, and while i'm here I am stuck. The fact is, I am wrong, I am changing, growing, maturing. Although the longing for home is there, I find myself enjoying life here so much that I don't want to leave. I feel as if I am finding myself and that my time here isn't enough. 

Before I left people told me that this experience was going to change me more then anything, at the time I thought "yeah, but i'm going to change others too". Now looking back, I see that this those thoughts were false. I don't feel as if I am changing anybody else, I feel as if I am changing myself,  and the truth is - i am a different person now,  i am transformed, and it feels great.